#27

Calm life without any great changes :)
Favorite song/video now is Disintegration :D Dita is amazing as usual, song is beautiful :)

Opened new serial for myself - Once upon a time. And sometimes really seems it's so stupid but I couldn't stop and watched all the fisrt season at this weekend :D Very nice and... romantic, probably. Sweet. Cute. Charming. Fairy :) And I like Jennifer Morrison very much. She is very-very beautiful <3
Learning Spanish :D Or better to say "try". I try to learn Spanish. I have found this language very gentle and beautiful. And I have decided to learn it Oo Started with alphabet :D And actually I'm already confused cos' it's unusual and unaccustomed afre English alphabet. But it's interesting. A lot of new words :D New knowledge. New language. Suppose it's not so bad idea ^^
There is calmness at work now. Yet. I guess chaos will start again soon. But I can live calm still. And hope calmness will be here as long as possible.
I can proud of me. I started to train every day again. And sometimes it makes me feel strong pain in all my body, but sometimes it makes me feel myself better than any time before. It's woth little discomfort ^^ It will be better soon. I know it.
And I still try to end a story about Rhaegar and Lyanna. And I hope it'll be ended soon :) Actually I'm tired cos' of it already... it's on 120+ pages already... A_A
Oh! I recieved postcard from Barcelona with Messi :D It's lovely postcard in October ^^

So... that's all.
Rays of love.

#so_so

So. El clasico. Barcelona - Real Madrid. I even found time for watching this game *yes, Lulu stoped to watch movies and serials for watching this game xD*
Anyway about my day off in general. Today at morning I woke up with thoughts about pasta with cheese :D But I didn't have cheese and also didn't have wish to go to market for buying it :D And I decided to cook sweet cupcakes A_A I guess cupcakes are not for me >_> I cook good. Soup? Ok. Meat? Ok. Chiken? With great pleasure! Cookies? Of course! Even huge sweet cakes! But... cupcakes is my curse >_> So I did it anyway. But more than half of my "creations" I had to sent to garbage box >_> *I'm wizard of kitchen fuck yeah*
Also I recieved today my firts postcard from Spain! But it was sent by chinese boy who lives in Cordoba and studies Spanish. *I'd like to live there too :(((*
Also I did cleaning on my kitchen. Watched new episod of Marvel's "Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.", Spanish movies "Combustion" (actully I even almost like it :D), stupid movie "Just Wright" and danced almost all day on kitchen during cooking and cleaning. I can say I have spent this day almost useful.
And when started Barca vs. Real Madrid's game my internet started to work very bad >_> Anyway the game was not so good as I thought. Coongratulations to Neymar who scored at the first time and opened count. And of course my lovely Sanchez scored too :) Was nice shot :D And last goal was from Jese Rodriguez to Barca's gate. Anyway it didn't change result - Barca won. But I can't say that I liked this game. It was almost al time bored and uninteresting. Where was Messi? :( And I'm sad that Sanchez came to game only at the second time *ye-e-es-s-s-s, Lulu wanna look at Sanchez all time :D* There was not a lot of interesting and danger moments. Lyrical digression... I can't understand for what Real Madrid gave 100 millions... As commentator said "Bale's going away. Was only one really worthwhile moment from him nearly gate of opponents". Only one? Really? For 100 millions?.. Boring >_> Yes, I understand nothing in football. Better go to watch one more spanish movie...
Photos are not from today's el Clasico. Just Snachez to everyone :D Lovely number nine!

#little_happiness

Lulu's lucky girl. Today Lulu recieved 10 postcards! Never before I recieved so much postcard at the same time *_*
Two postcards from Turkey with night city views. Really beautiful and amazing!
The first card from Hong Kong! And the first from Belgium.
Postcard from chinese Rui who studies in U.S.A. It traveled one month from America to Belarus!
And also superman from Australia ^^
I'm happy :3 This is my own kind of happiness *_* Meow!

#swap

Recieved yesterday postcard from Francesco from Italy. It's amazing I'm in love!!!

Signed one postcatd for him too. Hope we'll continue to exchange postcards *_*
Happy-happy-happy Lulu :3

#yesterday_today_tomorrow_the_day_after_tomorrow

So... yesterday was strange day. At the first I have visited work yesterday. And how says in Belarus "я охуела" and if try to translate it would be something like "I was fucking shocked". At last week I was there. I prepared all documents. I explained my STUPID FUCKING CHIKEN WITHOUT BRAINS chief's deputy what and where need to bring. And with *as says here* the calm soul I went to the university. And yesterday I came at work and.... *drumdroll* found all these document on my work table. I didn't know what to think. Is she really so fucking stupid?! How could she be so stupid?! Oh! Yesterday I wanted to unscrew her head! All the same she doesn't use it. Hoh... And of course when I'll back at work from my session it will be only my fault that we can't continue to construct on all our objects and can't start one new object cos' we don't have all needed agreements. Really? Am I only one who need it? No, guys. I don't need it and I don't care. If my chief's deputy is so headless it's not my problem. And also it helps me to understand that I wanna really leave this work. I'm fed. I know they will start to get my nerves with new energy when I'll back. And I won't let they. I won't work gratis. Hah... after when I came in university and my collegue called me to say that headless deputy said her (my collegue) to call me and say me that I must come at work and answer some treatments and make all reports. Must! Really? And of course after this call I decided to not visit work any more untill my session will end. Go to hell, fool! And now I'm in good mood cos' I know soon I'll leave this hell for the better cahnce in my life :3 But anyway... go to hell, headless deputy :D *yeah, I like to say it :D*
Anyway also I had little trip yesterday to one construction and there I laughted without limits when puzzled builders were stealing an office container without one front wall but with tables and some plans inside! :D

Then as I said already I came in university and sat on one leacture of the civil society. And then *bad-bad girl* I leaved last leacture with my classmates :D We bought three bottle of champagne and went to sleep only at 2 or 3 am :D Today I had to wake up at 6:45. And of course I didn't sleep enough. At the end I came home at 9 am and fell asleep. Woke up at half of 2 pm and went to lessons :D Also I defended my course work today! Mimimi xD
Anyway today I have to learn philosophy :( At thuersday examination in philosophy will be A_A And I don't know how I'll pass it. Two groups with how my group goes to leactures have passed this examination. If I could use the word "pass" in this case :D There are about fourty students in both groups. About half of them have passed and half of them will go to retake... And I can't imagine how to learn it. My brains are not created for philosophy I guess :( And I don't understand a lot. And I can't learn what I don't understand. It's impossible mission what I must do. So... will see what will be :)
Signed four postcards to Czech Republic, Germany, Russia and also in Poland on Russian :D Seems I'd like to do any thing instead learning philosophy *and it's right XO*
Tomorrow two leactures of judiciary will be again as today. And I won't can learn philosophy in their time, and it makes me think I won't learn fucking philosophy in time...
In headphones suddenly is Tokio Hotel. You can not believe my but these strange Germans help me to learn fucking philosophy xD And also help to not sleep :D Cos' I wanna sleep sooooo much :((( Better I'll back to my warm cacao and philosophy A_A 

#blah-blah-blah

Found nice video with amazing light song. And now I'm sitting with terrible headache, tired and sleepy and singing "love you very very very-very much" :D Better if you'll see with your own eyes, really beautiful and inspired video. As usual Barca is the best! :3 Love you, guuuys!!! <3 <3 <3 =*****

Also the song is good what plays in video (Close up - October). It's in time now :D *la-la-la~~~*
In postcrossing I got today address nice guy from China who likes FC Barcelona as me :D And actually I guess he likes it more than me but it doesn't matter. I signed his postcard very good xD Really I became satisfied! :D Even made photo for memory :D *bad quality of photo cos' I don't have energy for standing up and repeating with good light. I'm vegetable and my head is paining :(*

Today in university I saw my own card with privet information and had laughed long time. Seems like I was with fake hairs at that time :D
Ah, tired. Go to sleep A_A Tomorrow I'll learn phylosophy for my near exams. God, save my soul and save my mind. Amen.
Rays of love!

#19

The third day of my exams' session. Now there is leactures every day. Phylosophy and administrative law :D Tomorrow leactures of basics of pedagogy and psylosogy will be. Two leactures at 18:40 :3 It means Lulu could sleep enough tomorrow :D Ye-e-e-e-a-a-ah :D I'll miss work and will wake up when I'll wake up :D
Bought present to my elder sister Anastasia :D Her birthday will be at 12th October. I decided to buy nootebook's bag for her long time ago. And today I found what I searched all this time ^_^ And it's great cos' I can forget about it till 12th and live calm :3
Installed FIFA'14 on my samsung, played FIFA all administrative law's leactures today... Lulu's the greatest student ever! xD
Recieved today at morning envelope from Croatia. It consist of postcard and three coins *_* I was so happy when opened it! And also funny FIFA'10 stamp is on envelope :D

When I wanna sleep my english becomes the worst than it's in usual time. And I wanna sleep. Seems it's time to go to bed :D

#last_week

Last week before I'll back to Institute for my session :) Last five days of work. And I have no ideas how to do everything in time on my stupid work. Tomorrow I'll have to go to my chief and tell him about one mistake O_o And it seems he will kill me. Actually sometimes I think about how would be perfect if I'd be fired :D I wouldn't have to think a reason for leaving work :D *stupid minds*
Writting funfic and wanna end it as soon as possible. Seems I'm losing my inspiration every day more and more and don't wanna wait for time what I could write nothing.
Today is a day of Hurts. Except my lovely Stay, Guilt, Mercy and Only You I found amazing slowly cover on Oasis's Wonderwall.

Yesterday I was woken up at 8 am. I had thirty minute for breakfast, washing teeth and wearing my clothes. Then I went to traffic police. For last getting of documents. And at the end I lost almost day with this stupid Caddy what I wanted to break tomorrow >_> Came back home only about 4 or 5 pm. Was hungry and angry, hated all the world. And today is really useless day. I woke up at 10 am. And I'm still in bed. Reading, listening music and doing nothing. Suppose I'll be sorry tomorrow that I lose this day. But today I'm just vegetable. It's cold on the street and maybe will be raining. And I don't wanna ride alone today. So I'm just staying at home.

Yesterday I recieved amazing postcard from Malaysia! Really fantastic and funny card. I'm in love with it xD Thanks to nice Postcrossing's user GreenTeaGal. She made my day :)

Also Leo Messi played 250 games in La Liga :) Wonderful Messi :) Greetings to Messi.

#what_i_ve_done

Recently I have finished my course work. Resutl of last days off: not enough rest, sleepless nights and finished cours work. I passed it yesterday and forgot as the worst nightmare. And this's very good :)
And today at morning I recieved messagr from one italian man who's interested in exchanging postcards with me. And this's amazing :D
Actually I wanna boast of my new postcard what I have ordered week ago:

Finally I have really nice postcards and I wanna send all of them as soon as possible :) 

Today is only Thursday. I wanted to take day off to Wednesday, but chief, of course, don't wanna let me go >_> If I'd say him that I'll go to exams' session in one and half week he would really not let me go. And of course I still didn't say him... :3 Wanna stay at home tomorrow. Actually I'll have to go to the traffic police tomorrow at morning. And passed license plates. And I'll can forget about poor Caddy and its problems for ever :)

There is chaos at work. One ocncert was at Friday. And my collegue and me should go there. We came there actually but it was really stupid and terrible A_A I think about that it's usual for states organizations - you're forced to visit some measures. And if you lose it you could find mane problems with it. And I lost this concert :) But I guess i could not find more problems than I have now with this the most stupid and nervous work. Suppose I'll say my chief soon tha I leave him with his constant orders and asking of impossible things.

Today I can't think about work and also work :D I think only about pillow and warm coverlet. Wanna go home and lay in the bed and sle-e-e-e-ep. And go to Barcelona :D

About Barcelona I'm little upset. In Belarus something happens with state and with money. And even if I understand in these changes nothing, I understand that at the end nothing good will be here. I just hope that my Barcelona won't leave me >_> Because thoughts about it are the single thing what helps me to endure every day at this fucking work :(

Anyway I passed work and now I'm on the finish line. Soon I'll leave work for studying. And two weeks noone will ask me to impossible thing. Really hope that it will be enough for taking rest a little and collecting energy to continue to work here again :( Oh, I never hated my work so much before :(

Rays of kindness to everyone.

#evening

Just came home. Very tired and wanna sleep so much :)
There was hard day at work as usual. But at the end of the day I thought that I don't wanna lose my nerves in this stupid work for money what is payed to me (pure payment >_>). And I leaved work at 5 o'clock for going to our custom service to take Volkswagen Caddy what is come from Germany. We arrived to custom at six. And I just came home >_> We loose about three hours for preparing all documents, paying all taxes and etc, for waiting of evacuator (cos' Caddy has problems with his engine and when it came to Belarus its accumulator became discharged :D), for bringing poor Caddy to workshop. At Saturday I'll go to traffic police to get Caddy's license plates. And it will be about two hours too :( And it would be if poor Caddy would start to go... Could happens that problems with engine is more hard than seemed.

Night Caddy's trip

Few minutes ago I ordered a lot of beautiful postcards. Now I think how many money I spent for it... but they're really so beautiful... I'll show after.
Anyway now I'm sitting on the couch and drinking mint tea. Good way to keep calm and prepare to sleepeng. Listening The Doors, reading news about Barca, signing postcards and I'm almost backed to normal condition :)

Lulu's evening

Today I recieved message from Spanish men who's interested in exchanging postcards with me. I'm happy :)
I decided to enter in one more university for getting the second education O_o" Sadly but I'll can do it only at next autumn. Wait for it without patience A_A
That's all for today.
Good night, Lulu.
Good night, world :)

#wednesday

Today is Wednesday already. I have known before that my sudden vacation will end sooner as I want. But I haven't thought that it'd be so soon :( In two days weekend will be and at Monday I'll have to back at work. One thing makes me a little more happy. I'll back at 2nd of Semptember. And at 30th of September my exams' session will start :D And I'll leave work for two weeks again :D Wonders happen :D
Strange but today I feel myself worst than before. Before only hight temperature and headaches were. Now I feel pain in a throat and cough is appeared. Seems I've a cold really now :( Hope I'll have enough time for curing before I'll back at work.
Anyway today Barcelona will play with Atletico again. And I don't know - I'll watch it or miss again >_> Game will be showing in Minsk at midnight and I don't know I would be awake at this time :( I think if I'd watch football before sleeping again I'd listen fucking commentator all night again and wake up at morning with terrible headache... But at this game Messi will back after his trauma. And I'm lost. As says in Belarus и хочется, и колется (both eager and it is pricked - I guess it's really bad translation but I don't know how to translate better). So will see later what would be.
Have signed one more postcard for sending it to wonderful Susanne in Germany. It's so sad - I have twenty postcards in transit. And if start to count about thirty my postcards are traveling somewhere.... :( Where are you, pretty postcards? T_T
I have recieved good news yesterday and today Spain is become little closer. One mom's friend offered me to earn little money :D My mom often likes to say me: "When you start to want something money will find you iself" :D Ahahaha. then I'm lucky girl :D
And at the end lovely meow-meow Messi :D I didn't know what to do that's why I mocked Messi again xD He became really cute :D

#postcards

Text what's didecated to postcards :D At last week I recieved few really amazing postcards what made me to be happy.
At the first it's postcard from Belarus. From wonderful Tatiana. She wished me to go to Barcelona as I want and sent me wonderful postcard for colorful motivation :D Now I think to put it in beautiful frame for standing it on my table at home :)

Then I recieved my first postcard from Esrael. It's funny but on the postcard was printed text on Russian :) It made me to be surprised.

Again I recieved one more postcard from Russia (last time I always get only Russian addresses :( Is there only Russians in postcrossing now?). It's really amazing postcard. And I fell inlove with it as my mom and sister :D

Also I recieved beautiful postcard from China, two postards from Germany and romantic postcard from France ^_^