среда, 23 июля 2014 г.

#suddenly

Sometimes I miss some people I have lost in my life. Sometimes I miss things I have lost. Sometimes I miss some conditions I have been before.
My word is changed very much at last time. I changed job. I did it. And I really proud of myself. But I'm not feel I am really satisfied with it. But it's really good I think. Work is harder but it's more expensive. And also I have good perspectives here. It's time to think about future.
With new job I started to collect money for my needs. And I think it's good reason for proud too.
Argentina has lost world cup. It's very sad. Alexis was sold to Arsenal. It's sad too. Barca sold all of my lovely guys. It's not so funny too.
I moved on. Now I'm trying to get used to new home, new district, new people here, new life. It's not so easy I have ever thought. I miss my mom often. And I miss my sister too.  Sometimes I feel guilty I have left my mom alone. It's disgusting feeling. I don't like it.
I will have new cousin in half of year. Noone knows it would be girl or big yet. But seems it would be funny.
My elder cousin graduated her college and found new amazing job in excellent and also expensive restaurant in our city. I proud of her too. She also entered into university in Smolensk, Russia.  My little clever girl.
Sometimes I feel like I forget some parts of English I have learned before. It seems only I have to start practice again. It's time to stop be stupid sheep and remember everyone I have forgotten.
Sometimes I want to back at half year before. But life doesn't stop. Sometimes it seems sad. But anyway today is better than yesterday. Then tomorrow will be better than today.
I hope so.
Have to sleep.