#last_drop_again

Today was the hardest day of my work >_> Really was hard often before but today was the most crazy and stupid day. And I guess it's enough for me. I'll go to exams' session and after will be what will be. And I don't care about chief any more. Why should I care about him if he doesn't care about me? I guess I don't have to. After work I feel terrible headache. And I know that tomorrow will be terrible day cos' I have found one great mistake in one letter what I have wrote to other organization for construction times' agreement. Seems we have lost one object when we have edited this letter. And we edited it the least five times... And I know that there is my fault but my chief's fault is here too. But I know very well that at the end it will be only my fault, chief will blame only me and noone more. I'm sure in it more that I wanted... Anyway I'm tired cos' of this wild temp of work and every day's the ends of the world. I'm not surgeon and noone would die if I'd do something little slowly as he wants every day. I just need time for understanding. And usual at the end I recognize that really I had more time that he said. And cos' of it at the end I do a lot of mistakes. And very serious blunders... and ath the end it's only my fault >_> I thought that nothing could surprise me. And every day I see something new, do something new and hear something new. And every day more crazy that days before, more wild and more exhausting...
Anyway the song of today's evening is Ray Charles' "Hit the road Jack":

And I'd like to say my chief "Hit the road" :) Dreams, dreams,dreams. And song for relaxing:

As usual I just believe that everything will be alright. Couldn't be something other. Everything becomes better everytime, and the present time is not exception. All I can do now is to believe in the better end :) And noone could make it to be deprived for me.

Yesterday Barcelona played with Ajax :( And I missed translation as usual. Last time my internet become the more and more worst every day. Sometimes seems like speed falls down on my eyes. And I'm tired cos' of it. That's why I offered setting of new cables for new network in my flat. Thanks God, there will be good internet soon. And I could watch football without probles. And now that's all I need for happiness :( Miss Barca guys and hate my work *Amen!*
Oh, better I'll go to finish my The Game of Thrones' funfic xD
Rays of love!