#worakls

New discovery of these days is Worakls. Especially Elea. You should enjoy with me.

#suddenly

Sometimes I miss some people I have lost in my life. Sometimes I miss things I have lost. Sometimes I miss some conditions I have been before.
My word is changed very much at last time. I changed job. I did it. And I really proud of myself. But I'm not feel I am really satisfied with it. But it's really good I think. Work is harder but it's more expensive. And also I have good perspectives here. It's time to think about future.
With new job I started to collect money for my needs. And I think it's good reason for proud too.
Argentina has lost world cup. It's very sad. Alexis was sold to Arsenal. It's sad too. Barca sold all of my lovely guys. It's not so funny too.
I moved on. Now I'm trying to get used to new home, new district, new people here, new life. It's not so easy I have ever thought. I miss my mom often. And I miss my sister too.  Sometimes I feel guilty I have left my mom alone. It's disgusting feeling. I don't like it.
I will have new cousin in half of year. Noone knows it would be girl or big yet. But seems it would be funny.
My elder cousin graduated her college and found new amazing job in excellent and also expensive restaurant in our city. I proud of her too. She also entered into university in Smolensk, Russia.  My little clever girl.
Sometimes I feel like I forget some parts of English I have learned before. It seems only I have to start practice again. It's time to stop be stupid sheep and remember everyone I have forgotten.
Sometimes I want to back at half year before. But life doesn't stop. Sometimes it seems sad. But anyway today is better than yesterday. Then tomorrow will be better than today.
I hope so.
Have to sleep. 

#27

Calm life without any great changes :)
Favorite song/video now is Disintegration :D Dita is amazing as usual, song is beautiful :)

Opened new serial for myself - Once upon a time. And sometimes really seems it's so stupid but I couldn't stop and watched all the fisrt season at this weekend :D Very nice and... romantic, probably. Sweet. Cute. Charming. Fairy :) And I like Jennifer Morrison very much. She is very-very beautiful <3
Learning Spanish :D Or better to say "try". I try to learn Spanish. I have found this language very gentle and beautiful. And I have decided to learn it Oo Started with alphabet :D And actually I'm already confused cos' it's unusual and unaccustomed afre English alphabet. But it's interesting. A lot of new words :D New knowledge. New language. Suppose it's not so bad idea ^^
There is calmness at work now. Yet. I guess chaos will start again soon. But I can live calm still. And hope calmness will be here as long as possible.
I can proud of me. I started to train every day again. And sometimes it makes me feel strong pain in all my body, but sometimes it makes me feel myself better than any time before. It's woth little discomfort ^^ It will be better soon. I know it.
And I still try to end a story about Rhaegar and Lyanna. And I hope it'll be ended soon :) Actually I'm tired cos' of it already... it's on 120+ pages already... A_A
Oh! I recieved postcard from Barcelona with Messi :D It's lovely postcard in October ^^

So... that's all.
Rays of love.

#so_so

So. El clasico. Barcelona - Real Madrid. I even found time for watching this game *yes, Lulu stoped to watch movies and serials for watching this game xD*
Anyway about my day off in general. Today at morning I woke up with thoughts about pasta with cheese :D But I didn't have cheese and also didn't have wish to go to market for buying it :D And I decided to cook sweet cupcakes A_A I guess cupcakes are not for me >_> I cook good. Soup? Ok. Meat? Ok. Chiken? With great pleasure! Cookies? Of course! Even huge sweet cakes! But... cupcakes is my curse >_> So I did it anyway. But more than half of my "creations" I had to sent to garbage box >_> *I'm wizard of kitchen fuck yeah*
Also I recieved today my firts postcard from Spain! But it was sent by chinese boy who lives in Cordoba and studies Spanish. *I'd like to live there too :(((*
Also I did cleaning on my kitchen. Watched new episod of Marvel's "Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.", Spanish movies "Combustion" (actully I even almost like it :D), stupid movie "Just Wright" and danced almost all day on kitchen during cooking and cleaning. I can say I have spent this day almost useful.
And when started Barca vs. Real Madrid's game my internet started to work very bad >_> Anyway the game was not so good as I thought. Coongratulations to Neymar who scored at the first time and opened count. And of course my lovely Sanchez scored too :) Was nice shot :D And last goal was from Jese Rodriguez to Barca's gate. Anyway it didn't change result - Barca won. But I can't say that I liked this game. It was almost al time bored and uninteresting. Where was Messi? :( And I'm sad that Sanchez came to game only at the second time *ye-e-es-s-s-s, Lulu wanna look at Sanchez all time :D* There was not a lot of interesting and danger moments. Lyrical digression... I can't understand for what Real Madrid gave 100 millions... As commentator said "Bale's going away. Was only one really worthwhile moment from him nearly gate of opponents". Only one? Really? For 100 millions?.. Boring >_> Yes, I understand nothing in football. Better go to watch one more spanish movie...
Photos are not from today's el Clasico. Just Snachez to everyone :D Lovely number nine!

#little_happiness

Lulu's lucky girl. Today Lulu recieved 10 postcards! Never before I recieved so much postcard at the same time *_*
Two postcards from Turkey with night city views. Really beautiful and amazing!
The first card from Hong Kong! And the first from Belgium.
Postcard from chinese Rui who studies in U.S.A. It traveled one month from America to Belarus!
And also superman from Australia ^^
I'm happy :3 This is my own kind of happiness *_* Meow!

#24

Life is boring :) Almost nothing to tell.

I came back at work at 15th October after session. At 16th October I had the greatest scandal with my chief: he screamed and blamed me in everything. Actually he brought me to mind and I screamed too >_> Was very passionate conversation. At the end he made to cry and I decided to leave this fucking work. And now it helps me to keep good mood at work :) Thoughts about new work make be really calm and happy. Also I have found place where I could go. Very good, calm and well payed place. But I didn't decide precisely where I'll go but it doesn't matter now. I have target and everything will be better :3

Also not long time ago I spent about 20 euro to postcards... I also heard that I'm mad :D *could be, guys xD* And for information one postcard in Belarus costs 0,2 euro :( I have bought about 100 postcards... I gues I'm really mad A_A

Anyway at Sutarday I rode bicycle. It was so amazing, I missed it very much. Also I fed ducks and one white swan :) Now I feel pain in my legs, right arm and back :D Sutarday was amazing :D Also I re-watched "Startrek: Into the Darkness" (Cap. Kirk, I love you!Commandor Spock! I wanna have children from you!!!!) and watched "The Lone Ranger" (As usual I'm in love with Johnny Depp! He's amazing. And Helena is amazing too :D Really awesome woman xD). Now I know who I wanna be when I'll grow up! xD Wanna be jurist as John Reed xD Also I was surprised with William Fichtner who played Buch Cavendish! I like him soooo much *_* Nice movie.

I didn't know what to do at Sunday and... I decided to watch movies all day long and do nothing :D During the day I watched "Colombiana" (senseless movie, but I like Zoe Saldana), "The Words" (again Zoe and also Bradley Cooper :3) and at the end "The great Gatsby". I was in love with Di Caprio more early (after "Inception", "Shutter Island", "The Departed" and my lovely "J.Edgar") and here he's amazing again. And also I liked my lovely Spider-man Tobey Maguire. Actually I didn't understand - I like this movie or not. I'm lover of soundtracks but in Gatsby I didn't like it >_> In my opinion this modern music spoiled not bad movie. Anyway what did I understand after this movie? The blond girl was stupid whore :D Decided to read book *yes, Lulu didn't read Gatsby yet*

Also I watched two seasons of "American Horror Story" and I'm in love with this serial xD

That's how Lulu lives lolo

All usefull what I do now - writting funfic xD

#12th

Nice song with sense of text what I can't combine with positive music :D

Recieved four new postcards. And oh... Passed all my exams! :D Session is closed. And before I'll back to my hated work I'll have two days off and it's A-MA-ZING! :D *xo xo xo*

Oh also my sister's birthday is today :D

#swap

Recieved yesterday postcard from Francesco from Italy. It's amazing I'm in love!!!

Signed one postcatd for him too. Hope we'll continue to exchange postcards *_*
Happy-happy-happy Lulu :3

#yesterday_today_tomorrow_the_day_after_tomorrow

So... yesterday was strange day. At the first I have visited work yesterday. And how says in Belarus "я охуела" and if try to translate it would be something like "I was fucking shocked". At last week I was there. I prepared all documents. I explained my STUPID FUCKING CHIKEN WITHOUT BRAINS chief's deputy what and where need to bring. And with *as says here* the calm soul I went to the university. And yesterday I came at work and.... *drumdroll* found all these document on my work table. I didn't know what to think. Is she really so fucking stupid?! How could she be so stupid?! Oh! Yesterday I wanted to unscrew her head! All the same she doesn't use it. Hoh... And of course when I'll back at work from my session it will be only my fault that we can't continue to construct on all our objects and can't start one new object cos' we don't have all needed agreements. Really? Am I only one who need it? No, guys. I don't need it and I don't care. If my chief's deputy is so headless it's not my problem. And also it helps me to understand that I wanna really leave this work. I'm fed. I know they will start to get my nerves with new energy when I'll back. And I won't let they. I won't work gratis. Hah... after when I came in university and my collegue called me to say that headless deputy said her (my collegue) to call me and say me that I must come at work and answer some treatments and make all reports. Must! Really? And of course after this call I decided to not visit work any more untill my session will end. Go to hell, fool! And now I'm in good mood cos' I know soon I'll leave this hell for the better cahnce in my life :3 But anyway... go to hell, headless deputy :D *yeah, I like to say it :D*
Anyway also I had little trip yesterday to one construction and there I laughted without limits when puzzled builders were stealing an office container without one front wall but with tables and some plans inside! :D

Then as I said already I came in university and sat on one leacture of the civil society. And then *bad-bad girl* I leaved last leacture with my classmates :D We bought three bottle of champagne and went to sleep only at 2 or 3 am :D Today I had to wake up at 6:45. And of course I didn't sleep enough. At the end I came home at 9 am and fell asleep. Woke up at half of 2 pm and went to lessons :D Also I defended my course work today! Mimimi xD
Anyway today I have to learn philosophy :( At thuersday examination in philosophy will be A_A And I don't know how I'll pass it. Two groups with how my group goes to leactures have passed this examination. If I could use the word "pass" in this case :D There are about fourty students in both groups. About half of them have passed and half of them will go to retake... And I can't imagine how to learn it. My brains are not created for philosophy I guess :( And I don't understand a lot. And I can't learn what I don't understand. It's impossible mission what I must do. So... will see what will be :)
Signed four postcards to Czech Republic, Germany, Russia and also in Poland on Russian :D Seems I'd like to do any thing instead learning philosophy *and it's right XO*
Tomorrow two leactures of judiciary will be again as today. And I won't can learn philosophy in their time, and it makes me think I won't learn fucking philosophy in time...
In headphones suddenly is Tokio Hotel. You can not believe my but these strange Germans help me to learn fucking philosophy xD And also help to not sleep :D Cos' I wanna sleep sooooo much :((( Better I'll back to my warm cacao and philosophy A_A 

#blah-blah-blah

Found nice video with amazing light song. And now I'm sitting with terrible headache, tired and sleepy and singing "love you very very very-very much" :D Better if you'll see with your own eyes, really beautiful and inspired video. As usual Barca is the best! :3 Love you, guuuys!!! <3 <3 <3 =*****

Also the song is good what plays in video (Close up - October). It's in time now :D *la-la-la~~~*
In postcrossing I got today address nice guy from China who likes FC Barcelona as me :D And actually I guess he likes it more than me but it doesn't matter. I signed his postcard very good xD Really I became satisfied! :D Even made photo for memory :D *bad quality of photo cos' I don't have energy for standing up and repeating with good light. I'm vegetable and my head is paining :(*

Today in university I saw my own card with privet information and had laughed long time. Seems like I was with fake hairs at that time :D
Ah, tired. Go to sleep A_A Tomorrow I'll learn phylosophy for my near exams. God, save my soul and save my mind. Amen.
Rays of love!