#worakls

New discovery of these days is Worakls. Especially Elea. You should enjoy with me.

#suddenly

Sometimes I miss some people I have lost in my life. Sometimes I miss things I have lost. Sometimes I miss some conditions I have been before.
My word is changed very much at last time. I changed job. I did it. And I really proud of myself. But I'm not feel I am really satisfied with it. But it's really good I think. Work is harder but it's more expensive. And also I have good perspectives here. It's time to think about future.
With new job I started to collect money for my needs. And I think it's good reason for proud too.
Argentina has lost world cup. It's very sad. Alexis was sold to Arsenal. It's sad too. Barca sold all of my lovely guys. It's not so funny too.
I moved on. Now I'm trying to get used to new home, new district, new people here, new life. It's not so easy I have ever thought. I miss my mom often. And I miss my sister too.  Sometimes I feel guilty I have left my mom alone. It's disgusting feeling. I don't like it.
I will have new cousin in half of year. Noone knows it would be girl or big yet. But seems it would be funny.
My elder cousin graduated her college and found new amazing job in excellent and also expensive restaurant in our city. I proud of her too. She also entered into university in Smolensk, Russia.  My little clever girl.
Sometimes I feel like I forget some parts of English I have learned before. It seems only I have to start practice again. It's time to stop be stupid sheep and remember everyone I have forgotten.
Sometimes I want to back at half year before. But life doesn't stop. Sometimes it seems sad. But anyway today is better than yesterday. Then tomorrow will be better than today.
I hope so.
Have to sleep. 

#last_week

Last week before I'll back to Institute for my session :) Last five days of work. And I have no ideas how to do everything in time on my stupid work. Tomorrow I'll have to go to my chief and tell him about one mistake O_o And it seems he will kill me. Actually sometimes I think about how would be perfect if I'd be fired :D I wouldn't have to think a reason for leaving work :D *stupid minds*
Writting funfic and wanna end it as soon as possible. Seems I'm losing my inspiration every day more and more and don't wanna wait for time what I could write nothing.
Today is a day of Hurts. Except my lovely Stay, Guilt, Mercy and Only You I found amazing slowly cover on Oasis's Wonderwall.

Yesterday I was woken up at 8 am. I had thirty minute for breakfast, washing teeth and wearing my clothes. Then I went to traffic police. For last getting of documents. And at the end I lost almost day with this stupid Caddy what I wanted to break tomorrow >_> Came back home only about 4 or 5 pm. Was hungry and angry, hated all the world. And today is really useless day. I woke up at 10 am. And I'm still in bed. Reading, listening music and doing nothing. Suppose I'll be sorry tomorrow that I lose this day. But today I'm just vegetable. It's cold on the street and maybe will be raining. And I don't wanna ride alone today. So I'm just staying at home.

Yesterday I recieved amazing postcard from Malaysia! Really fantastic and funny card. I'm in love with it xD Thanks to nice Postcrossing's user GreenTeaGal. She made my day :)

Also Leo Messi played 250 games in La Liga :) Wonderful Messi :) Greetings to Messi.

#crazy_wednesday

Came back to work. And last days I work-work-work only. A lot of work as usual. Noone did something what was needed to do. So I try to finish all what's needed.
Today we packed my mom's things at her work. At the end of september she'll move on new work place. But now we should to bring all her things to home for two-three weeks. It was the faster as we thought. But anyway at the end I felt myself broken and tired.
I leaved work today about 1,5 hours earlier as should. And I wanted to go at work later tomorrow. But when I came home I notives that I tried to hurry up too much today before my leaving at work and I forgot few documents what I'll need tomorrow. Actually I just thought that I'll wake up one hour later than usual (at 7 o'clock instead 6 o'clock) and will go to Inspection of the State Construction Supervision's Department (yes, it's my work to go there to :D). Buuut.... I'll can't go there without all documents. But I don't wanna wake up at 6 am and go to work as usual... I wanna do nothing and sleep all day long !  Now I'm thinking about how to miss part of work at tomorrow. Hmm... re-read what I wrote. Sounds terrible :D I'm not so bad worker as could seem :) Really my work became really terrible and incredible. I hate it more and mpre often. Last days I have to work at the lunch break and my collegues (with who I miss lunch every day) are offended cos' of it. But I can do nothing. I have to work because otherwise my chief will scream. And I don't wanna listen his screaming.. >_> Nothing strange. Anyway I didn't make plan yet...
Today at work I was little strange. At time when I had time out from work I did strange things. For example I made my little Krapivka (it's my violet plant what live at my work) to read estimate and drink a blueberries' tea...

I'm really tired. Signed three postcards and now it's time to go to sleep. 

Want days off will go faster. I'm vegetable already.

#day_off

As usual.
Weather is good today. And I'd like to ride bicycle but I can't cos' I'm still not so healthy as it could be wanted. Anyway I have spent this day not so bad :D
Firstly I woke up at 9 o'clock. It's not 6 and not 7 :D So I really slept enough today. And it's great :3
Secondly I cooked chicken with carrot and oninon and mashed potatoes :D Mmmm... delicious. I dreamed about creamy mashed potatoes about two weeks :D
Thirdly I did cleaning and ventilated flat very good.
Now my sister's sleeping, mom's watching TV in the other room. And I'm sitting with notebook and thinking about life :)
I still have to write course work. The theme of course work is "The Judiciary and Justice". I wrote about two third. But still can't finish it. Seems I have lost my muse. For me even writing of course works is very hard process :D I have to be in the needed mood and my muse should be with me. Otherwise I can't make me to write and doesn't matter it's urgently or not. I'll have to deliver me course work to institute in 2 weeks. Deadline will be 16th of September. And it seems I'll finish my work at last night before deadline :) As usual. I hope I'll do it.
Today even my funfiction's muse leaved me alone. I wrote noone word. And I don't like what I wrote yesterday. Seems I lost a thread of the narrative and I need a little time for collecting my thoughts in one pile. And seems I couldn't start to write course work again before I'd end this stupid funfic about Lyanna and Rhaegar >_> lol Nothing funny actually. But can do nothing in this case.
I spent so much time in Russian social network. Met a lot of groups with different themes. And found group about Messi and Ronaldo. As usual on the post-USSR space there was a lot of shit, hatred and rage. (Actually this group is created by schoolboy who is mad about Messi, but he (schoolboy) wrote Messi as Mesi >_> Great!). And in general it was opposition of schoolboys who love Real Madrid and schoolboys who love Barcelona (I'm schoolboy wrom the second camp :D Viva Barcelona! Viva Messi! xD). Anyway one boy sent nice video with Barca's game where firstly Barca's training is shown before the game where members of Barcelona are running, falling, screaming, crying, etc. And secondly the game is shown where Barcelona's doing the same :D Without contacts anyway Barcelona's falling, screaming, crying... And again my lovely Dani Alves. My favorite actor :D I looked at the game with Malaga from other side. I'm little upset but... I'm delighted xD They're so funny :D And song from this video is jammed in my playlist (this song :D). Like it very much. Very sadly that I can't find video on YouTube so then it's not a destiny :D (then I have to leave here link to vkontake). And yes, I still love Barcelona :) Maybe even more than before :D
Watched The Help today. Very-very strong and deep movie. I guess my opinion is keen cos' I'm girl. Cried during this movie twice or thrice. Very long and strong. Even felt headache after cos' of crying. And anyway I liked this movie very much. It's awesome and terrible in the same same. It's terrible because it shows relstions between blacks and whites at 60th years. And I thank Good that now it's more better. Actually there is not so much blacks in Belarus. But even here we have people who hate blacks and Chinese or Japanese who moved on our country. Maybe I'm stupid but I never could understand these people.
Suddenly I got Barcelona's t-shirt from season 2006/07 :D This uniform:

It's very nice and quality. I'm in love. And I'm in it already :D Lulu's happy. But I didn't change mind about visiting a shop on Camp Nou in Barcelona for buying t-shirt from present season :D Mimimi :D
Checked flights to Barcelona today again :) It helps me to remember about plans and collect money like good motivation :)
I'll have a lot plans tomorrow. Need to buy new shoes and visit my aunt Tatyana :) And then to go to chose gift for my mom. Her birthday will be at 7th of September. And we (me and my elder sister) still don't know what to present her :( Want to find something special like my mom is. Wanna make her birthday really unusual :) But now it'will be hard to do cos' mom has troubles with her work what makes her upset and what we can't stop (sadly :( ). Anyway... birthday should be happy and funny :) We'll do it :3
At the day after tomorrow I'll go to work :(

P.S. Today is last day of summer. It makes me sad and thoughtful. I had vacation at June, I saw the sea, put my feet in sea water, swam, got tan under Bulgarian sun... but now I'm sitting on the couch looking at Bulgarian plate with picture of Nessebar's view. And I miss it :( Summer is ended and I miss Nessebar. It was the sweetest time of this summer.

#8

Last day off what I have got with my sickness. Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow will be two days off too and then will start to work again.
Today I'm spending time with cup of cacao and cookies. Sister has called and said that she'll bring tasty cake what I have wanted for long days :D
Can't make myself to write course work of the Judiciary :) Instead course work I continue to write Game of thrones' funfic >_> Shit happens.  But it's the perfect way for relaxing what I have found.
I'm almost ok. Everyday I find something what's aching for long time. But in general it's nothing serious. Everything what I really want it's to start to sleep normally. Last week I have slept really bad, have wake up often at nights. And every day I wake up very early. Like I'm going to go to work... I have supposed that I could sleep enough at this week but at the end I was wrong.
Have looked for new bicycle. And at the end I've become really sure that I want GT Laguna.

It's really beautiful and I guess it's very comfortable bicycle. I have tried to ride GT Avalanche and that's all as I said :)

There is the single song in my playlist/ I don't know it. Shazam has said it's "the communication - visions". But google don't find what to say about it. It's very beautiful and little sad piano composition what I can listen for ever.

If be honest I don't wanna come back work :) Ahahah, of course it's nothing strange but really :( I don't want. I never have felt something like now to my work. But now I really hate my work. I respect my chief and I thank him for everything but at the end my work is really terrible. Before I worked another post and I thought I do really stupid work. I wanted to do something more useful. Something more needed. And now I think that doing stupid work it's not the worst what could be in my life >_>

Started to watch "White collar" :D Actually I supposed this serial is about something little different. Supposed it's about lawyers not about FBI and thief O_o But I was wrong again. I have watched one season already. Now I'm watching the second season in the middle. That's what I do instead learning... As usual. I'll do everything to not learn and not work...

P.S.Greetings to Franck Ribery and congratulation for his great dignity :) Poor Messi >_> He's more handsome but not so good as Ribery I guess :)
P.P.S. Miss postcards so much :( Noone came to me at last days :( Wanna burn our post office....