#27

Calm life without any great changes :)
Favorite song/video now is Disintegration :D Dita is amazing as usual, song is beautiful :)

Opened new serial for myself - Once upon a time. And sometimes really seems it's so stupid but I couldn't stop and watched all the fisrt season at this weekend :D Very nice and... romantic, probably. Sweet. Cute. Charming. Fairy :) And I like Jennifer Morrison very much. She is very-very beautiful <3
Learning Spanish :D Or better to say "try". I try to learn Spanish. I have found this language very gentle and beautiful. And I have decided to learn it Oo Started with alphabet :D And actually I'm already confused cos' it's unusual and unaccustomed afre English alphabet. But it's interesting. A lot of new words :D New knowledge. New language. Suppose it's not so bad idea ^^
There is calmness at work now. Yet. I guess chaos will start again soon. But I can live calm still. And hope calmness will be here as long as possible.
I can proud of me. I started to train every day again. And sometimes it makes me feel strong pain in all my body, but sometimes it makes me feel myself better than any time before. It's woth little discomfort ^^ It will be better soon. I know it.
And I still try to end a story about Rhaegar and Lyanna. And I hope it'll be ended soon :) Actually I'm tired cos' of it already... it's on 120+ pages already... A_A
Oh! I recieved postcard from Barcelona with Messi :D It's lovely postcard in October ^^

So... that's all.
Rays of love.

#24

Life is boring :) Almost nothing to tell.

I came back at work at 15th October after session. At 16th October I had the greatest scandal with my chief: he screamed and blamed me in everything. Actually he brought me to mind and I screamed too >_> Was very passionate conversation. At the end he made to cry and I decided to leave this fucking work. And now it helps me to keep good mood at work :) Thoughts about new work make be really calm and happy. Also I have found place where I could go. Very good, calm and well payed place. But I didn't decide precisely where I'll go but it doesn't matter now. I have target and everything will be better :3

Also not long time ago I spent about 20 euro to postcards... I also heard that I'm mad :D *could be, guys xD* And for information one postcard in Belarus costs 0,2 euro :( I have bought about 100 postcards... I gues I'm really mad A_A

Anyway at Sutarday I rode bicycle. It was so amazing, I missed it very much. Also I fed ducks and one white swan :) Now I feel pain in my legs, right arm and back :D Sutarday was amazing :D Also I re-watched "Startrek: Into the Darkness" (Cap. Kirk, I love you!Commandor Spock! I wanna have children from you!!!!) and watched "The Lone Ranger" (As usual I'm in love with Johnny Depp! He's amazing. And Helena is amazing too :D Really awesome woman xD). Now I know who I wanna be when I'll grow up! xD Wanna be jurist as John Reed xD Also I was surprised with William Fichtner who played Buch Cavendish! I like him soooo much *_* Nice movie.

I didn't know what to do at Sunday and... I decided to watch movies all day long and do nothing :D During the day I watched "Colombiana" (senseless movie, but I like Zoe Saldana), "The Words" (again Zoe and also Bradley Cooper :3) and at the end "The great Gatsby". I was in love with Di Caprio more early (after "Inception", "Shutter Island", "The Departed" and my lovely "J.Edgar") and here he's amazing again. And also I liked my lovely Spider-man Tobey Maguire. Actually I didn't understand - I like this movie or not. I'm lover of soundtracks but in Gatsby I didn't like it >_> In my opinion this modern music spoiled not bad movie. Anyway what did I understand after this movie? The blond girl was stupid whore :D Decided to read book *yes, Lulu didn't read Gatsby yet*

Also I watched two seasons of "American Horror Story" and I'm in love with this serial xD

That's how Lulu lives lolo

All usefull what I do now - writting funfic xD

#yesterday_today_tomorrow_the_day_after_tomorrow

So... yesterday was strange day. At the first I have visited work yesterday. And how says in Belarus "я охуела" and if try to translate it would be something like "I was fucking shocked". At last week I was there. I prepared all documents. I explained my STUPID FUCKING CHIKEN WITHOUT BRAINS chief's deputy what and where need to bring. And with *as says here* the calm soul I went to the university. And yesterday I came at work and.... *drumdroll* found all these document on my work table. I didn't know what to think. Is she really so fucking stupid?! How could she be so stupid?! Oh! Yesterday I wanted to unscrew her head! All the same she doesn't use it. Hoh... And of course when I'll back at work from my session it will be only my fault that we can't continue to construct on all our objects and can't start one new object cos' we don't have all needed agreements. Really? Am I only one who need it? No, guys. I don't need it and I don't care. If my chief's deputy is so headless it's not my problem. And also it helps me to understand that I wanna really leave this work. I'm fed. I know they will start to get my nerves with new energy when I'll back. And I won't let they. I won't work gratis. Hah... after when I came in university and my collegue called me to say that headless deputy said her (my collegue) to call me and say me that I must come at work and answer some treatments and make all reports. Must! Really? And of course after this call I decided to not visit work any more untill my session will end. Go to hell, fool! And now I'm in good mood cos' I know soon I'll leave this hell for the better cahnce in my life :3 But anyway... go to hell, headless deputy :D *yeah, I like to say it :D*
Anyway also I had little trip yesterday to one construction and there I laughted without limits when puzzled builders were stealing an office container without one front wall but with tables and some plans inside! :D

Then as I said already I came in university and sat on one leacture of the civil society. And then *bad-bad girl* I leaved last leacture with my classmates :D We bought three bottle of champagne and went to sleep only at 2 or 3 am :D Today I had to wake up at 6:45. And of course I didn't sleep enough. At the end I came home at 9 am and fell asleep. Woke up at half of 2 pm and went to lessons :D Also I defended my course work today! Mimimi xD
Anyway today I have to learn philosophy :( At thuersday examination in philosophy will be A_A And I don't know how I'll pass it. Two groups with how my group goes to leactures have passed this examination. If I could use the word "pass" in this case :D There are about fourty students in both groups. About half of them have passed and half of them will go to retake... And I can't imagine how to learn it. My brains are not created for philosophy I guess :( And I don't understand a lot. And I can't learn what I don't understand. It's impossible mission what I must do. So... will see what will be :)
Signed four postcards to Czech Republic, Germany, Russia and also in Poland on Russian :D Seems I'd like to do any thing instead learning philosophy *and it's right XO*
Tomorrow two leactures of judiciary will be again as today. And I won't can learn philosophy in their time, and it makes me think I won't learn fucking philosophy in time...
In headphones suddenly is Tokio Hotel. You can not believe my but these strange Germans help me to learn fucking philosophy xD And also help to not sleep :D Cos' I wanna sleep sooooo much :((( Better I'll back to my warm cacao and philosophy A_A