#what_i_ve_done

Recently I have finished my course work. Resutl of last days off: not enough rest, sleepless nights and finished cours work. I passed it yesterday and forgot as the worst nightmare. And this's very good :)
And today at morning I recieved messagr from one italian man who's interested in exchanging postcards with me. And this's amazing :D
Actually I wanna boast of my new postcard what I have ordered week ago:

Finally I have really nice postcards and I wanna send all of them as soon as possible :) 

Today is only Thursday. I wanted to take day off to Wednesday, but chief, of course, don't wanna let me go >_> If I'd say him that I'll go to exams' session in one and half week he would really not let me go. And of course I still didn't say him... :3 Wanna stay at home tomorrow. Actually I'll have to go to the traffic police tomorrow at morning. And passed license plates. And I'll can forget about poor Caddy and its problems for ever :)

There is chaos at work. One ocncert was at Friday. And my collegue and me should go there. We came there actually but it was really stupid and terrible A_A I think about that it's usual for states organizations - you're forced to visit some measures. And if you lose it you could find mane problems with it. And I lost this concert :) But I guess i could not find more problems than I have now with this the most stupid and nervous work. Suppose I'll say my chief soon tha I leave him with his constant orders and asking of impossible things.

Today I can't think about work and also work :D I think only about pillow and warm coverlet. Wanna go home and lay in the bed and sle-e-e-e-ep. And go to Barcelona :D

About Barcelona I'm little upset. In Belarus something happens with state and with money. And even if I understand in these changes nothing, I understand that at the end nothing good will be here. I just hope that my Barcelona won't leave me >_> Because thoughts about it are the single thing what helps me to endure every day at this fucking work :(

Anyway I passed work and now I'm on the finish line. Soon I'll leave work for studying. And two weeks noone will ask me to impossible thing. Really hope that it will be enough for taking rest a little and collecting energy to continue to work here again :( Oh, I never hated my work so much before :(

Rays of kindness to everyone.

#days_off

So. There was amazing days off. Why? Because of my stupid work. Now when I hate it so much my days off became really magical. I forget about work and live like another life. Every days off I like to leave my life and start to another. It's really nice feeling :)
Today I was going on the bus to home and one old woman was late to bus. She run on the road but bus driver closed doors and started to move. She screamed and started to wave her arms. And driver stoped the bus on the middle of road and opened door. For what am I writting it here right now? I don't know I felt myself really happy at this moment. I thought about my life and about everything what I did in my life and result is happiness. Driver was very kind man. He waited for old woman. And old woman crossed all bus for saying "thanks" to driver. It was really nice. I forgot that people can be kind here in Belarus. Every day I see people who are angry, hate everything and everyone and blame everyone in their own mistaces. Sometime I can't look at people who are around me. I can't understand why they are who they are. Why are they everytime so unsatisfied? Why do they can work at work what they hate? Why do they blame another people in their mistakes? Why do they blame another people that they don't get what they have wanted and dream about? Hoh >_> I was in Bulgaria and when I came back to Belarus I was really shoked. Why is our country so... taut? >_> Sometimes I have very strong desire to leave everything here and go away as far as possible. And forget everything. But at the end doesn't matter that I don't like country where I live. Doesn't matter that I don't like many people who are around me. At the end I'm nonetheless happy. I thought about everything what happened in my life (what I remember :D). I think I made a lot mistakes. I had many chances, many amazing people in my life. I lost a lot of chances and a lot of these people. But I'm thankful for my family, for people who are still near me. For possibility to love and to be loved. I still have dreams and it's wonderful too. Anyway I'd like everyone to be happy as me. Just without reasons. Just because we're still alive and can do everything.
It was lirical digression about life. Now my thoughts about Barca's news will be. And again I have to read news what make me really sadly. The firstly Iniesta don't wanna continue to play in Barcelona. And the next "amazing" new is that Mascherano will leave club at this winter. Are you kidding me? O_o Really? Mascherano? Leave? Barcelona? At winter?.. Wanna fall on the gound, rise my arms and scream as loud as possible: " WHYYYYY?????!!! GOD, WHY??!?!??!?!?!" Joke, of course. But I really dislike this new >_> Mascherano is one of Barca's player who I like almost every game when I see him :( And he'll leave. It's not fair. Villa was transfered to Real Madrid. And where will Mascherano go? :( I know I understand in football really little. And I know that it's normally for football world - to buy and to sell players. But I can't become accustomed to thought that someone of Barca's member could play in other team as David :( *Villa I miss you :(* Why is football world so obsessed on the money? :( It's sadly.
In my earphones Arctic Monkeys' "Why'd you only call me when you're high" is again. And evening is the most calm than this day. And more calm as Saturday. I went to sleep at 4 a.m. at Friday. And yesterday I woke up at 7 a.m. Went to traffic police for gettint license plated for poor Caddy what started to go. Hardly but it really went to poilce >_> Seemed it could stop at any moment X_X Got plates at 5 p.m. I had enough time for going home and backing >_> I was exposed to rain yesterday. Twice. Now I have little throatache >_> Amazing...
And I still have to finish my course work. I have to write 10 sheets more and that's all. But it become harder and harder. Because the more I write this work the less I understand what I write about... And I have no ideas how I will pass exam with this object X_X And my exams' session will be in two weeks. I'm glad that I'll can leave work soon for any time but it seems session will be little wild :)
Anyway. I wanna sleep :( But I'll go and finish this stupid work for forgeting about it once and for all time!

#postcards

Text what's didecated to postcards :D At last week I recieved few really amazing postcards what made me to be happy.
At the first it's postcard from Belarus. From wonderful Tatiana. She wished me to go to Barcelona as I want and sent me wonderful postcard for colorful motivation :D Now I think to put it in beautiful frame for standing it on my table at home :)

Then I recieved my first postcard from Esrael. It's funny but on the postcard was printed text on Russian :) It made me to be surprised.

Again I recieved one more postcard from Russia (last time I always get only Russian addresses :( Is there only Russians in postcrossing now?). It's really amazing postcard. And I fell inlove with it as my mom and sister :D

Also I recieved beautiful postcard from China, two postards from Germany and romantic postcard from France ^_^